I can go the distance!

After this week and the craziness that is changing around us I find myself shifting and thinking. The mistakes I have mad are only cause for more change I want to be that change. I played soccer for the first time in forever yesterday at work it was amazing and it only proves that I am ready to move on in my life. I slowly lost contact with the one things I been looking back on and now it’s time to set up for the future to be more diligent in my studies, to get ready to become who God want me to be not who I think I want to be. I am blessed with friend and family that are here for me and support me in every decision. I’m on the road to becoming self- sufficient and it is hard. A great teacher told me one day that she was not independent because she depended on the lord but was self-sufficient because she could take care of herself. That is in turn how I want to be.

I set my clocks early because you know I'm always late!

Sorry for the late post and  I will be posting twice today. As fair as what's going on with me I'm looking to move on in life. I want to leave my mess behind and become a new person. Though it doesn't really happen. I'm trying to get a car, apartment, and a dog! Yes I want a cute puppy to live with me so I won't be lonely. I want to name him Franco for my favorite sexy actor James Franco. Wish me luck and as far as habit forming goes I think I have kinda almost mastered the morning it's the night routine I can't get down!

Love it

Today was anything but normal I learned a lot about myself! Sorry for the short post it's just crazy!

Cheers to the freaking weekend..... I won't drink to that!

  It's a regular day and all is well don't worry! I believe but don't quote me that weekly post will be longer then weekend post can't wait to tell you all about serving on Martin Luther King day!

You have to try try try

Well after a computer melt down and a loss of motivation form the losing my post that took a while to write I leave you with these words Never give up and Never give in be true to yourself and liave a fire with in.

If you want..... it take it

           Well after a long day of classes working and studying I find myself once again staring at this laptop screen. Today I didn’t think I would make it but luckily I had coffee to save my day and the familiar smell of fried chicken Thursday. The idea of Friday has me excited the idea of lazy day is more than enough to motivate me to power thought the rest of my to dos as the list grow I can’t wait till Saturday. Today was very uneventful but I got to spend some time thinking about myself and where I am headed in life. Some amazing opportunities are coming my way and I’m excited to move forward. Though I don’t know what God has planned form me I look forward to it. Sadly this post is short but if you had my Thursday you would probably do the same. I’m ready to hit the hay and head off to dream land. An while other people might be out on the time I think I’ll hang with MC Blanket and DJ pillow.

For the first time in forever...... I woke up like this

          Today was the first day of a new semester in my college life. The early wake up call, work, and uneventful day are over and I have finally found time to reflect of my life. So far the “change” has gone well. Science show that it takes more than 21 days to form a habit I will be lucky if I make it that long. The early mornings seem quite stage for a person who typically runs with wolves and night owls. I’m not saying I’m out howling at the moon, but I have been known to fight evil by moon light. On a different note my roommate refers to herself and Sandtrica as she stirs her witch’s brew but I know it is only hot coco. It seem that the recurring fact in our relation is that they stuck together two girls who love to have a good time which has led to countless nights of witty batter, TV show and movies references and constantly being told of this strange rule I can’t wrap my mind around quite hours. Though we have decided to embark on this new life style together I don’t know how long we will last.

Starting with me

            I have decided to take a step in another direction as my YouTube channel @justkyralynn I talk about the many interest I have, but for my blog I wanted something more personal. This is the opening post to my hopefully daily blog on myself as I make the change in my life that I want to see.

 

            As a new year has been in effect for 13 days a few things have been flying through my mind. The saying “New Year New Me” has been plastered all over social media by people who want to change themselves for what they believe to be the better. I personally don’t think “New Year New Me” is the saying I’m looking for. Christina Perry said it best “I am only Human and I bleed when fall down”. This year I want to make a change for the better not because I want to be new, rather because I want to better myself and make my life better for me. After my accident last semester I have found myself utterly lost. Things I thought mattered and habits I believed where perfectly fine turned out to be more toxic then smog. Gandhi said that we need to be the change we want to see in the world. An even if in our own little worlds I believe this. Change starts with you. Not some new you who woke up on New Year’s Day. No, change starts with the old me trying to become a better person not a new one altogether. With the semester starting tomorrow I will begin the journey in all aspects of my life. I pray that the Lord’s spirit powers me to make the change I want to see. Popular singer Michael Jackson said in his song Man in the Mirror “I’m starting with the man in the mirror I’m asking him to change his ways” and with the Lords help I’m doing the same.